And the Court says Im Guilty

I pledge guilty in front of the 94.3 million Filipino peoples facing towards me.

I have been reading different celebrities' blogs ever since I started blogging, especially superbianca, pattylaurel, isabellamagalona, and of course the best of all, ramonbautista. I don't know why but everytime I can get to see celebrity blog, it seems like they are just normal people...doing things what I do too.And I noticed, some of them has at least one entry regarding their guilty pleasures, so I decided to be a copycat and post it also.

So ladies and gentlemen, my guilty pleasures.

1. Sundaes- Ever since as a kid, or even before I have entered the world, I really love choco sundaes. Even though I am really full and my stomach is yelling me to stop eating, I can never contain myself on eating sundaes... as in. Especially McDonald's Hot Choco Fudge! I would really pay for an additional Choco Fudge... savory at its best!

2. Staring at Models- hehehe, this is embarrassing. Actually, this is the first time that I am going to admit that I am such a huge... well gigantic fans of models! This might sound so girly and so not me but I would have to admit it. I like staring at them and wonder why are they so much beautiful even without their make up on. I like to wonder how they became like that, is there a sort of ritual, a complicated routine or are they just like that ever since? And I like it how they play in front of the camera, especially Tyra Banks.

3. Retro and Vintage Music- i like the songs of Beatles, BeeGees and of course Michael Jackson. I also like Zooey Deschannel's songs because it makes me feel matured yet childish, serious yet playful, in short- insane! all hail to the 80's and 90's!

4. Dizzing Pinoy Teledrama- i watch Pinoy teledramas not to entertain myslef by the show itself but merely to criticize it. I am used on telling how the story will go in accordance of famous cliches like (oh patay yan tapos buhay pala tapos magkapatid pala or malulunod tapos mapupunta sa isla, magkakasakit si lalaki tapos maiinlove kay babae) and also I like to make myself angry and irritated with the oh-so-stupid-tear-jerkers, the protagonists. Murder me now for being so rude!

5. Gossip Girl- as of now, I like it more than Glee... and more than any shows. I like Blair, I have a crush on Nate, I find Jenny really pretty, I find Chuck's voice really funny, I like the attitude o Vanessa, I find Humphrey really interesting and... I love Serena so much!

6. Camp Rock and Demi Lovato- I really love it! Ever since I have seen Camp Rock 1, I fell in love with it like super! and when Camp Rock 2 was launched i fell in love more and I suddenly found myself idolizing Demi Lovato so much! Darn you Joe Jonas for leaving her!

7. Pirates- it started when I first knew about Peter Pan, my favorite bed time story/ fairy tale of all time. But ironical, I don't like Peter, Wendy or Tinkerbell... I love Captain Hook! And when I have watched Pirates of the Carribean I was like floating on Cloud 9! Then I realized that maybe, I am destined to become a pitrate. hahaha.

8. Daydreaming- oh again this is embarrassing. Well I am used on creating impossible scenarios on my mind that others might call illusions. I sometimes make believe that these are true. I usually base my daydreams on a movie, especially romantic drama ones... hehehe :)


How about you, what are your guilty pleasures?

The True Victory

Maybe some of you guys would have known me a sunshineghirl and rheiyapot before I became outrageous writer. I always get into a super long hiatus that will eventually lead me on quitting and deleting my blog despite the efforts I have made just to sustain it.
I guess none of you really knew the reasons, so I decided to reveal it if you would mind. I am fond of joining out of school writing competitions and once it gets started, I am really having a hard time unclutching my grip into it.
When the month of September comes, our school would be really busy for out of school competitions. In fact, sometimes, there would only be five students left in the room as if a super typhoon had suspended the class because almost all of us are contestants. And me, you will just see me on our school library writing something infinitely... or maybe sleeping in front of the electric fan. :) Yeah, I only join writing contests (kasi yun lang ang kaya ko)

Fortunately, I won some of the competitions. But believe me, before getting into this... I was about to die at no time.



FROM RIGHT TO LEFT
- Champion in Scriptwriting and Radio Broadcasting 2009 (Group Competition)
- Champion in Essay Writing Contest English PriScA District Meet 09-10
- 12th Place Feature Writing English Division Press Conference 09-10

But honestly, those medals and certificates are not the true victory for me.

Well before, I have the huge tendency to fall into depression whenever I lost a competition, but fortunately, one of my greatest friend made me realize that it is not the height of your victory... it is how you got there.

Along the competitions I have joined, there were multitudes life threatening trainings and encounters I have experienced. I have conquered the typhoon Ondoy. I was once demoralized by my trainer in front of many people. My School Paper Adviser for Campus Journalism (the contest that I would die for) had transferred into another school, but luckily new teachers caught us from falling into chaos. My parents won't let me go to trainings before. And lastly but the most important of all, I lost many times.

But what is really the best is the friendship I gained! From my classmates, schoolmates, teachers, administrators, and even from strangers!






And also I got to travel from other places and stay there for one week with my friends and go to other schools and provinces which I am completely clueless about!

I just hope that these moments would come again, I would forever cherish them.

Reaching Razzmatazz

I had been trully fascinated with these three people: Tado Jimenez, Ramon Bautista and Angel Rivero. If you guys don't know about them... then you suck big time :) No, hehehe... they are the disc jocks (hinete ng plaka as they say) of the Brewrats on U92 before.
Admit it, if you will see these faces, you might think of senseless thoughts and nothing but humor. But when you hear them talk, man, the harsh reality of life will merge with the sweetness of humor.

When I searched them on Tumblr, I saw something that really caught my attention (Well they always catch my attention) it was their own line up of ways to attain happiness. I have not listened to this episode so I haven't heard about their explanations, so the following definitions are just my conclusions on why they included it on the list. So here it goes, be enchanted.

BREWRATS KEY TO HAPPINESS

1. Lower your standards.
- If you lower your standards, there would be least chances of failure. Don't aspire for the best, just be contented. In this way, hindi ka masasaktan if reality did not made it to your expectations.

2. Don’t be yourself, become someone else.
- Because if someone rejects you when you're in the state of being true, it will hurt triple times and it would be hard to imitate someone on the last minute. Because if you are a copycat, when you are rejected you can still show them what's your true identity.

3. Stop dreaming.
- Because when you dream, you strive hard for it, then you will expect something in return, then you will flunk, then you will die. Especially those who dream big time, as in the impossible ones as if they are reaching for the stars. Masakit magising sa katotohanan lalo na kapag nag-effort kang gumawa ng napakasarap na panaginip.

4. Don’t fall in love, because it HURTS
- 100% correct. It hurts when you are rejected, it hurts when you see him/her with someone else, it hurts when he/she does not have any time for you, it hurts when he/she changes and it almost hurts everytime.

5. Less talking, less fighting
- Cause when you say nothing, there would be no reason to stumble upon fighting. Less talk means less bruises too. The major hindrance for happiness is problems, Be silent and you would have no problems.

6. Try to buy HAPPINESS.
- Cause sometimes material things can make you really euphoric, especially a laptop on my case.

These thing may not be applicable for everyone, but it may cause some changes. The realization really hurts 'noh? Come one! Let us reach nirvana.

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Lovely Curve

Yeah guys I am absolutely back! I just needed time to focus on one of the greatest fight I have ever made so far... and sadly I did not made it to my expectations.
I did not lack any practice, faith or whatsoever... what I lacked is the capacity of regaining ACCEPTANCE.
But now I am totally back!

What is this lovely curve means?

It is when everything seems to be alright.
It is when the clouds above seem to be too low that you can barely ride on it.
It is when dark flushes have seem to be drenched with bright strokes and perfectly conceal it.
It is when your feet do not reach the ground anymore, because an invisible red balloon has been soaring you high in the sky.
It is when nothing is perfect, but then your feeling impeccable.

How can you achieve this lovely curve?

Some says its when they pray and communicate to the heavens above.
Some says its when their kins are seeing each others souls together.
Some says its when they're exchanging sweet kisses and endless hugs with a special one.
Some says its when love intertwines with the physique.

Some says its when their neckline are full of shimmering, gold medals and beside their are fragile plaques and high trophies.
Some says its when their quills touches a blank parchment.
Some says its when they're running on a field like a soaring bird in the sky.
Some says its when they're flaunting their ideas.
Some says its when the spotlight is all theirs.
Some says its when the star of the show is someone they always know.
Some says its when dreams are just inches away.

Some says its when they're just alone in the murk.
Some says its when they are devastating others lives.
Some says its when red blood are flowing on their own hands towards the ground.
Some says its when they're using something they should not.
Some says its when they're about to meet the grim.
Some says its when nightmares came to life.

But what this really means? That i don't know, and nobody does.
A riddle of time without any answer.
An irony of life no one had never fathomed.
A story left unfinished...

For you, what is this lovely curve?